Hello,
Just wanted everyone to know that Kole is doing great. He had a lot of fun with his cousins the last couple of days. We are now back in Oak Harbor but God continues to guide us through this time.
Yesturday, I was a little upset with God. I cried out to him because I felt like he was not being faithful to his words. Boy was I wrong. He pointed out to me that he is always faithful. Just remember to be patient. It was also revealed to me that I was doubting the power of GOd. I was the one who always wanted to make Kole feel better. I cannot do it. God does a much better job than I do. Anyway, any time KOle would come around I would almost be expecting him to have some kind of symptom. THis fear allowed the devil to give him these symptoms and me to doubt. I now throw all of my fears, concerns, and worries at the cross. God is in complete control if I let him be. My prayer is that God will show me when I have fear, doubt, or want to control the situation. I want to give it all to my healing GOd.
I cannot praise our GOd enough. Kole has slept through the night and he had a great trip back to Oak Harbor. He was energetic and ready to play. THe devil is losing this spiritual war. PRaise God.
Janni
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This is a huge battle..one of the biggest battles that we will ever face if not THE biggest...as you struggle with doubt or frustration....remember - God is a loving God...he is there for you....he does not expect you to be perfect during this time.....as Jesus prayed in the garden..."let this cup pass from me" Even HE had moments of fear, anger, frustration....questioned God's plan...
Remember, you are loved and completely forgiven. God's plan will be what it will be...you are faithful, you are a believer! It will be!
Isaiah 40 (Message)
27-31 "Why would you ever complain, O Jacob, or, whine, Israel, saying, "God has lost track of me. He doesn't care what happens to me"?
Don't you know anything? Haven't you been listening?
God doesn't come and go. God lasts. He's Creator of all you can see or imagine.
He doesn't get tired out, doesn't pause to catch his breath. And he knows everything, inside and out.
He energizes those who get tired, gives fresh strength to dropouts. For even young people tire and drop out, young folk in their prime stumble and fall.
But those who wait upon God get fresh strength. They spread their wings and soar like eagles; they run and don't get tired; they walk and don't lag behind."
I cannot begin to imagine or relate to the challenges you face, but as you hang in there God will be faithful. I pray that you remain in him and find your strength only in him.
thinking and praying everyday for all of you. give the kids hugs and kisses from us. love, lou,joy, tyler, alexis and isaac.
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